At first i was mad at myself, feeling like I was just being an asshole. and I was sulking…like a lot.. but then as I thought about it, I realized something, I didn’t over react, I spoke against and insulted someone I despise. And then the person I actually cared about got offended by that.she already knew I hate this person and that just being around him makes me angry and she brought him to be near me. Of course I’m going to act like that, I hate him, that’s how I treat people I hate.
I react one of three ways when I hate someone.
1) I completely ignore their existence.
2)I mock them and make some joke at them and their expense.
3) I beat them to a pulp.
Those are in decending order and I act accordingly to the number depending on how much I hate the person.
I shoulda just taken the third option, at least then I could let out all this aggravation that has been building because of this guy for nine months.
No one is gonna read this but it was good to get all that off my chest.